Hazer

They say the waiting and not knowing are the hardest and although I have done my best to keep myself too busy to think, the gnawing question is always there. Will the biopsy results come back positive? Is this the lull before the storm? Will it soon be my turn to battle the dreaded cancer and if so will I have the resolve and energy to fight for my life? One week of waiting has passed, perhaps there will be one more before I know if the answer is yeah or nay. I hope for the best and prepare for the worst.

arty

Dear hazer, I am so sorry to hear that you have all this worry. Do not doubt that you will be in my prayers. May God bless you always

Hazer

Thank you arty. I pray that my girls will not have to go through this again, so soon after loosing their Dad. I have been trying to see them as often as I can and make some good memories with the grand kids. Last Saturday I made bread and cookies the 10, 8 and 6 year old. Today I will meet up with the almost 2 year old and his Mom.
Whatever the future holds for us, God is with me. I pray that I will face it with the same dignity and courage that my dear husband did.

mdawrcn

My sincere best wishes to you Hazer.

bluemoon

Hazer, all my good wishes and thoughts go out to you.

indigo

Oh dear Hazer, I've been thinking about you all morning. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

Hazer

Thank you so much, ladies. It is so comforting to know that I can come here any time of the day or night. You have no idea how much your presence here has encouraged me. You are all so much appreciated. God bless!

AFSOUTH

May God bless you and your family Hazer!

Hazer

Thank you AF.
My appointment to get the biopsy results is for Tuesday the 7th. I try not to think about it too much, after all "sufficient unto the day are the troubles thereof." My work seems to have enough troubles to keep me occupied for now.

Hazer

Biopsy results came back negative for cancer. I am so relieved! Thank you for your prayers!

indigo

Thank God! I am SO HAPPY for you!!! *J*

Hazer

Thank you, indigo! My doctor wants me to plan another trip and just do some things for myself.....such a smart man !! He just didn't say how I am supposed to pay for it....but I will happily make it my goal.:)

mdawrcn

Oh wow! I am so happy to hear this good news Hazer. Yay!

bluemoon

This is great news Hazer!

arty

Such wonderful news. I hope they eventually find what the problem is and you feel better soon. May God bless you. Hugs and prayers. ( and take that break, it's doctors orders )

Hazer

I have been flitting in and out of TD trying to keep up with the familiar artists and finding some incredible new talent joining in as well.
I have been busier then a centipede in a shoe store lately, so even though I have this cute pic I'd like to share with you, I just can't get it to look like anything recognizable.
I decided instead to submit a story in TW, and realize in retrospect that being awake and on a caffeine buzz in the wee hours of the morning hasn't made me a literary genius either.
So I will just continue to drop in and leave a vote or two, maybe a comment here or there and enjoy the abundance of talent I see before me.

Lizzi

I am a little late discovering your good news, Hazer, but nonetheless thankful for it!
So good to know that you can relax and enjoy and we can enjoy your art. You have had more than enough tragedy and pain.

Hazer

My family is in the middle of the flooding happening in Southern Alberta. The grand children were evacuated from their school, their Dad barely managing to get them home to safety before the roads washed out. Lots of concern too for the horses and cattle.
My oldest daughter and little guy had to stay indoors because flooding caused a sour gas line to rupture. Her husband made it home from work but they may not be able to get out again for a while. They are very close to the flooded Sheep River but think that they are high enough to be safe, but they have never seen flooding like this before. The river is still rising fast and the dams cannot hold it.
I am at a higher elevation so I should be okay. My niece and her family are in a mandatory evacuation neighborhood in Calgary.
Schools are all cancelled and we are advised to avoid travel.
Scary stuff!

indigo

My family and I have been following the news reports... absolutely frightening! Thoughts and prayers out your way for you and yours. Stay safe Hazer.

Lizzi

Oh. Hazer! My note above, about relaxing and enjoying seems to have been uttered naively, in the face of what's happening to you now. You and your loved ones are in the thoughts and prayers of all TD.